Vengeance

Vengeance is my weapon,
And i will use it,
No, its not a death potion,
Your death is bullshit.

Listen,don't close your eyes,
Does your stomach churn,
Its all your bloody lies,
You let the innocent burn.

For I am Vengeance,
And i will crush your heart,
Be Innocent, your sentence,
Feel the tart.

Past

Why am i so worried about the past when i have to the power to change it now?

Another reason why a woman shouldn't drive

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iL57enlJiB4

Generation gap

What else can you offer me apart from religion and money?

Thought taught!

Its a problem, if you recognize it to be a problem.

Adjusting Mirrors!

Everyday i fight,
Fight to keep it alive,
Alive for only one reason,
Reason is you,
You might carry on,
On this day i still carry,
Carry a heart which longs,
Longs for your voice,
Voice that smiles,
Smiles that touch,
Touch every part of my soul,
Soul that never could distinguish,
Distinguish between your Anger and Love,
Love i can only dream,
Dream that i see you again,
Again to believe,
Believe that you were always there everyday.

Infinity/Infinity = 1( thing i will never know)

It is an adventure when one goes looking for answers to lifes questions.Even though they may be already answered by many.We seek a different answer becasue its is a different person expriencing it in a different circumstance. Once drawn lines begin to blur ....but then where does one draw a line? Thats a question i ask now.Is it too soon...or have i just started! When do the lines drawn become my own lines? Even if i draw one..would i change it for someone i care?

Lost in Translation

Leave your emotions as emotions,
Don't speak how you feel,
I understand emotions,
Let me feel how you feel.

Where is my home?

Why do all my actions have to affect others and theirs affect mine.Why can't i continue to live without thinking if they are bothered by what i do. Is there anyone who gets affected by what i say.Is it just a moment and they forget what i say. Am i just a object moving around them. It feels like am i part of something totally different.

I am dealing with people whom i honestly don't want to be with....Is there a group i can call mine?

(The picture above is that of Dian Fossey with a gorrila. This picture is from the 1970 National Geographic archive. The link"Making friends with Gorillas" will take you to her story. There was a movie made on her called Gorrilas in the Mist.)

I am ...what i think i am.

Today i will take sometime to reflect upon the time that has gone past by me. More importantly the people i have met and the faith in myself.Honestly my faith and principles have been tested and continue to be tested.I realize that what i see in front my eyes is not always true even though i wish it would be true.I have fallen prey to my own principles and belief. i distant myself from the people i met and interact because my perception changes even though they are against my belief. I have been hurt many times ,taken advantage many times and tricked many times. Until now i tolerated them even though i knew i was right. I was right and now i realized that the single most important being that i must trust and be proud off is myself. Life has its ups and downs and i promise myself never to lose faith in myself. There will be false starts but i will always have faith in myself.There will be people who don't think the way i do and i will discuss our differences but will always have faith in myself. I forget the past and look forward to the most beautiful life i can ever imagine and will make it happen.I have only one life and i will earn my happiness.

Day 1: Set things in order

Life's going crazy.Desperately to need to get a grasp on things.How will i do that?Hmm...I am going less curious that don't matter for sometime and will concentrate on the things that matter.

Charles Barkley - Straight Talk

Nothing changes...

A small ,little white feather,
So smooth and slender,
Floated its way through trees,
Mountains,dancing with the singing breeze.

Down, a girl caught its eyes,
Touching the water,overjoyed the skies,
The shimmering sun,
Setting all the hearts of nature to run.

All is pitch black ,
The feather resting on a bear's back,
Sees him startled,looking at her,
Dusts off all the mud from his fur.

She runs,seeing the huge monstrous teeth,
Fell with pain,a thorn in her feet,
He cried seeing the innocent heart,
Tears peircing his eyes like a dart.

Stood quitely,all day
Slowly she forgotten the pain,Slept away,
Licking her feet,ate the thorn as his meal,
Sat by her feet ,watched it heal.

Opening her eyes ,she saw the feather,
Clearing her hazy eyes to see the world clearer,
"Where's the bear?"asked she,
Brought her a fish ,to make her hunger flee.

He stood and stood,
Looking at her from the wood,
She tried to lift her in pain,
All her efforts in vain.

To her ,he came walking along,
Lifting her spirits,worries now no long,
Carried her on his back ,Wherever she went,
Giving her support and the much need strength.

The bear felt little tug,
He lifted her and gave her big hug,
She punched his belly,
Both laughing,looking very silly.

They watched the feather white,
The light of friendship,burning so bright,
Hoping this forever will stay,
Wishing to see again someday.

Even the Best Horse needs a Jockey!

Is it that hard to concentrate,
To stop the mind vacillate,
They can wait yeah they can,
Breathe,Breathe Coachman!

Focus!

I am finding a solution for my thesis! Now its only that for a while.Will update you once its done.

Getting Strong now ...Don't be Wrong now.

I have a feeling that i am living my present with a character of the past.That thought itself is a true evidence.I am not a storybook character anymore. Some of the rules that helped me through the teens are not working anymore.Like i was speaking to my friend "Welcome to the Kindergarten of the real world".I see an opportunity to break free.Its a feeling you get staying awake the entire night and wait for the Sun to rise.The moment begins when the birds start chirping and slowly the black night sky and land turn into a masterpiece by the Sun painter.Can i actually go where my minds wanders?I believe so.

Gillette Foam Cans Explode!

Still sick!I am taking Paracetamol instead of vitamin tablets.I will better tomorrow.I spent most of my time in bed.But yeah of late i have been having a lot "Train" dreams.Its fun because i am getting to see so many new faces and places.It got crazy at times when i had only one ticket knowing the fact that i had to change trains.It was exhausting when i woke up.

Finally i wakeup to find out that the new season of Bones and House have already started!.House is the same ol bloke.

I am making an effort to track the New England Patriots.It was sad they lost against the Miami Dolphins.I would probably add a widget on the blog to keep me up to date on that.

Ok todays Breaking news.Gillette shaving Foams cans Explode.Seriously these cans are made of steel(or something that rusts) and not aluminum.The walls of the can gave in and exploded the foam everywhere.Luckily no one was in the bathroom.But i can't help laughing just imagining a person in there.I would have pooped in my pants if anything like that would have happened.hehe!

Todays funny video Ninja Cat
Later

What goes around ..Comes around

Hey its just a few minutes from the close of the day.Sounds like i am a stock exchange.Well even if i was one,stocks are closing on a low.The mood aint upbeat.Not because of the US economy bailout drama.I am not feeling well.Popped some vitamins tablets. Hopefully i should feel better tomorrow. I called some of my friends in India and boy o boy did i have a hard time reaching them.One's phone line busy.Other sleeping (Come on 10.30 am is not causing inconvenience).Other didn't even bother to pickup.Other didnt even call me back.I am upset.Probably its my body speaking.I remember the last time i tried calling up someone because i was sick(it was terrible) and i was asked why i called?. Its so hard when you have friends(do i call them that) who are the busy kind. Well i don't blame them either.Afterall i choose them as my friends.I don't think they did.I know i am pathetic.Everybody has negative traits.I don't want to be harsh on them.Let them do whatever they want.

Ok i stumbled upon some interesting songs today.(I have added the song to my playlist)
1)What goes around..comes round- Justin Timberlake
2)American Pie(Don Mclean)
3)November Sky -Yanni
4) Clutter -Ronald Jenkees

Things are feeling pretty strong about my thesis.Plan to progress on that front this weekend.

The Presidential Debate was ok.Nothing surprised me.They spoke the same points that they stress on their campaign.I wish Martin Luther King would be on that stage debating.It certainly would have caused the Response meters to go off the charts.I still hope Barack Obama gives a speech that literally stuns people and even John McCain.

Yeah i stumbled upon a good Indian American comedy akkarakazhchakal
Its about a Mallu family in America(But its in Malayalam).Its really good.

Ok now gotta hit the bed.Its alrite! I know i have to be patient.I have taken care of myself.(But i really wish my friends understood me..how long can you pretend).
Later.

Lets get started!

I have been contemplating of having my own diary.Well here i am.Haha! No rules No boundary.Everyday i will let you know what i stumble upon.Today i have finally decided to become somebody that i once wished.I have become a person who is not lazy!Simple but gotta keep practicing it!