Adjusting Mirrors!

Everyday i fight,
Fight to keep it alive,
Alive for only one reason,
Reason is you,
You might carry on,
On this day i still carry,
Carry a heart which longs,
Longs for your voice,
Voice that smiles,
Smiles that touch,
Touch every part of my soul,
Soul that never could distinguish,
Distinguish between your Anger and Love,
Love i can only dream,
Dream that i see you again,
Again to believe,
Believe that you were always there everyday.

Infinity/Infinity = 1( thing i will never know)

It is an adventure when one goes looking for answers to lifes questions.Even though they may be already answered by many.We seek a different answer becasue its is a different person expriencing it in a different circumstance. Once drawn lines begin to blur ....but then where does one draw a line? Thats a question i ask now.Is it too soon...or have i just started! When do the lines drawn become my own lines? Even if i draw one..would i change it for someone i care?

Lost in Translation

Leave your emotions as emotions,
Don't speak how you feel,
I understand emotions,
Let me feel how you feel.

Where is my home?

Why do all my actions have to affect others and theirs affect mine.Why can't i continue to live without thinking if they are bothered by what i do. Is there anyone who gets affected by what i say.Is it just a moment and they forget what i say. Am i just a object moving around them. It feels like am i part of something totally different.

I am dealing with people whom i honestly don't want to be with....Is there a group i can call mine?

(The picture above is that of Dian Fossey with a gorrila. This picture is from the 1970 National Geographic archive. The link"Making friends with Gorillas" will take you to her story. There was a movie made on her called Gorrilas in the Mist.)

I am ...what i think i am.

Today i will take sometime to reflect upon the time that has gone past by me. More importantly the people i have met and the faith in myself.Honestly my faith and principles have been tested and continue to be tested.I realize that what i see in front my eyes is not always true even though i wish it would be true.I have fallen prey to my own principles and belief. i distant myself from the people i met and interact because my perception changes even though they are against my belief. I have been hurt many times ,taken advantage many times and tricked many times. Until now i tolerated them even though i knew i was right. I was right and now i realized that the single most important being that i must trust and be proud off is myself. Life has its ups and downs and i promise myself never to lose faith in myself. There will be false starts but i will always have faith in myself.There will be people who don't think the way i do and i will discuss our differences but will always have faith in myself. I forget the past and look forward to the most beautiful life i can ever imagine and will make it happen.I have only one life and i will earn my happiness.